I am still thinking about what is next with me and this blog or maybe a new blog. I have said it before, I am so excellent at contemplating what I want to do next, coming up with some reasonable ideas, but I can’t seem to move forward from that, I often sit and the drawing board with the idea on paper, but no plan to see it through, this I am working to fix. This time of year I have oodles of time to sit and think, yes my friends, you shall have many blogs to read in your future filled thoughts from this woman who has much time on her hands.
As for this blog post today, well, it’s shall be all about mom’s, well mine in particular. Today is day all about mom’s, while I am a mom this will be about the best mom in the world, mine!!! The picture is a daisy, a flower that reminds me of my mom every time. This mom of mine was the kindest, selfless, most patient, very talented and loving person I have ever know in my life and let me tell that is a long, long time as I have been on this planet for a while now. She had to put up with two boys who fought constantly (I mean knockdown drag outs and it was quiet scary to the this little girl), plus she had to deal with this said ‘little girl’ who was a spoiled little brat beyond belief that needed a mighty hand taken to her to her behind once in a while and on top of all this her husband had to be away often because he was in the military. To say that we made her life easy for my mom would not be a correct statement, it was quiet a life for my mom who deserved so much better, when this world was not always so kind to her. I do have difficulty at times because I was not the best daughter, especially during here illness. I loved her much and she knew it, I just wasn’t there for her when she needed me most (at this point I moved from being a spoiled brat to a selfish teenager), but again my mom was a very good person, I know she has forgiven me and I can’t wait to see her again. Another thing about my dear mom, she was so talented, she was an incredible artist (I have including a picture as proof), she could sew anything (of course I did panic when she brought denim material home once, lol), she would make these roses (not sure how, but they were pretty cute) and just so many other things. I could go on and on about my mom, who still inspires me today when I think about how strong she was to put up with all of us, her life and never really doing anything with her wonderful talent. My mom died way to young and I never had the chance to get to know her as I became an adult and out grown my teenage selfishness, I never got to know her past in great detail and I missed out on so many years of learning from her. I am thankful though that she is with our Lord, because as I have said this world was not always kind to her and she certainlydeserved the best of everything.
Well that’s it, but of course I could go on for days about this wonderfully great kind patient talented loving selfless mom of mine, but I shall bit a good night.